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Chillaxing, son.
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May 14 2008  LISTENING TO Nightwish: Phantom of the OperaYES YES YES AP TESTS ARE OVER!!!  Therefore...I am chillaxing. Or...chilling and relaxing...even though they mean the same thing but whatever! I'm just so happy its over!  Now I just got SAT II to worry about.  But thats in June and I know I'm gonna procrastinate and freak out about it in June..and it's still May so I'm chillaxing! hahaSo I am chillaxing. (said that about 100times)  I've been reading manga, like:  ! Secretly, of course. haha. I actually finished reading Angel Sanctuary and another one called Fairy Cube both by Kaori Yuki who also made the much loved, Godchild!  Now I've been reading scanlations from Ob-session..its actually some shounen-ai/yaoi stuff. hehe  I read this one called Fan and its really really good! The story I mean...and amongst other stuff as well...hohoho...  So brushing back to the last entry...I've decided to take all of yous advice and KEEP ON GOING!!!  Yes, odds are against me...meaning...it is extremely difficult approaching this kid, that's for sure. BUT! For the sake of my nosy-ness and that I am *ahem* a bit *ahem* infatuated or should I say, fascinated by him...I will go on!!!  hehehe |
*Sigh*
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May 10 2008  LISTENING TO Ayumi Hamasaki: Evolution "Original Mix" MY GOD this is one of those blog entries. As the avatar states (stolen from facebook haha) I try avoiding such topics but...I'm a girl..and I am a teenager so it is pretty much inevitable Yes I SHOULD be studying for my AP Test which is next tuesday (May 13) but. but. but. I kinda did. Earlier. *cough*  So the avatar in this entry pretty much sums up how I'm feeling right now.  Let me tell you about my sad, sad tale. And you guys can give me feedback, por favor? So theres this DUDE that I sortalike?-- a lot. Friending, Socializing, Flirting, Smiling, Talking, Looking Alive etc! isn't exactly his thing. (I know how can I like him? Read on..) So, well, being the annoying, nosy person that I am, I placed a bet with my friends that I can open him up..meaning become friends with him. And I thought, not too hard, right? Now, I placed that bet in late December, and now it's MAY. And. Well. originally, I was just trying to be friends with him. no harm in that, right? of course not...  Now as I tried to get into his brain (haha I sound like a surgeon) and the more I found out about him and actually noticed this strange kid, the more I started to...*ahem* develop a liking to him.  Aw man, and we just started to become friends! POR QUE? It's always me liking the off-limit dudes, seriously! And.and.and...theres this girl (I didnt know there was one  ) who is very smart and pretty...who..uh associates with him more frequently than I do.  And I started to feel jealous and thats when I knew that I liked him. like. AW SHIT. My friends say they could just be friends and all but still~~And he is like. hmm. only crazy smart?  And I'm like...crazy ugly and stupid? Compared to that girl at least.  And what's ironic is that I thought I'd never like him from the very, very start! So thats where you guys come in..what do you guys think I should do...Move On?, or (2) Keep on trying...as hopeless as it seems.. I will take into account your advice deeply.  But to end this entry on a lighter/happier note...I dyed my hair!  Still depressed as allmighty heck...but here are some pics that I took while taking a break from studying. *sigh* The top 2 are more accurate and so is the one on the bottom left. kinda. |
Crunch Time! TxT?
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May 06 2008  LISTENING TO Linkin Park: Lying from YouYes so we have officially reached the month of May.  Yes, if this was another year I would probably be ecstatic...however, I am in my Junior Year of High school and I've got LESS than 30 Days of school in a desperate attempt to pull up my average. And not to mention, the tests that come with the closing of the junior year. Man, I've got my AP Psychology test next Tuesday. *sigh* I'm screwed.  Speaking of the fact that I am fo screwed...I got my report card today. Advance Portfolio Art: 95 English: 95 Spanish: 80 US History: 95 Contract Law: 90 Math: 75 Dance (gym, not averaged): 80 AP Psychology: 80 Physics: 80 OVERALL: 88.44 .....now that report card has WAY too much 80s, holy shit.  I'm doing so bad in AP Psych lately! Last term I got 90s... And Spanish and Physics...yeah I'm not exactly proud of those grades, but both of those classes I have failed *cough* a few *cough* tests, so I can't exactly complain. Now...MATH...has pulled my average down year after year. I actually went up 10pts from a 65 I am a disgrace to the Asian race...I can't do math!!! This is TERRIBLE! And yes, I have a crazy ass schedule..9 periods (starting at 7:30AM) without no lunch/free periods. Well..I plan to add some content to this site after my AP test...wish me luck youngins! |
Spring Break...woo..
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Apr 22 2008  LISTENING TO 30 Seconds to Mars: AttackI made a new layout! And this site had a total reramp fo shiz. It took forever Most links are empty though. I plan to add content to them as time progresses. Speaking of which, I haven't written here for a while. I've been just so tired and preoccupied lately...naturally. Therefore, naturally, I'd prefer to stay at home and recatch the sleeping hours I have lost and just to...relax...over this Spring Break. So it is DAY 2 at home...and I feel...SHITTY. How people stay cooped up inside their house for days is beyond me...I am so bored and...lonely!!! *sigh* And I should start studying for my AP Test AHAHA..I will expose my skin to the outside...tomorrow. Man, I have to! bleh. I may take a walk somewhere to clear my head or something. So I've been reading Godchild by Kaori Yuki (she wrote Angel Sanctuary). I just finished it actually...a few minutes ago...AND ITS SO SAD! I was crying at the end, my goodness. In my opinion, Godchild is one of the best mangas out there! Then again, everything by Kaori Yuki is genius. At first, its a bit confusing, but as the story progresses, you find out more...and there are so much twists...and demented...stuff; which is a plus... And to top it off, the pictures are gorgeous! (duhhh!) But thats what makes Kaori Yuki awesome! She puts the elements of: demented-ness, twisted-ness, tragic-ness and beautiful-ness together into one lovely series. It's great! For more info on Godchild, click HERE! Don't read the plot section though, cause there are spoilers! Did I mention that the main character, Cain Hargreaves is like...hot? I usually don't go all ga-ga over animanga characters, but...he is an exception. hehe. ♥ He's on my desktop ALSO!!!! ATTENTION PLEASEE! I don't know what that "" thing is, before my entry. I've always had it, but I always was able to hide it under layers..but I can't anymore!!  I know it has something to do with the PHP, but I don't know what...AHHH HELP!! |
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